{"id":79,"date":"2015-09-20T11:29:24","date_gmt":"2015-09-20T19:29:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/?p=79"},"modified":"2015-09-20T11:29:24","modified_gmt":"2015-09-20T19:29:24","slug":"widow-with-empty-hand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/?p=79","title":{"rendered":"Widow with empty hand"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My vision\u2019s full of holes&#8211;the empty cup<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">of earth beside the river where the boulder lay, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">thin footprints in mud, the shoulder of ice<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">on the lawn with caves of air. \u00a0I ache <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">for warmth, shuffle into soft bits <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">of forgetfulness. \u00a0On a hook in the entry, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">his worn brown sweatshirt cradles the hoe.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I slip it on, step into fertile air, make a row. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I kneel in dirt, dropping small seeds.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Another spring. \u00a0Tongues of snow slip<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">back into the woods. \u00a0The earth<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">turns up rocks, leaves, a rusty worm,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">the mole\u2019s small bones. \u00a0The gravel rakes<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">hard, scratches into piles. Raw green leaves<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">of skunk cabbage push up, turning<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">for a bit of sun. \u00a0The dog paws over<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">the soil, eager for what\u2019s below &#8212;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">pine cone, severed root, shriveled fern. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My knees leave twin hollows. \u00a0The earth packs <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">down beneath my palm, moist, expectant.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Published in:<\/p>\n<p><em>Blast Furnace, Vol. 5, Issue 2<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My vision\u2019s full of holes&#8211;the empty cup of earth beside the river where the boulder lay, thin footprints in mud, the shoulder of ice on the lawn with caves of air. \u00a0I ache for warmth, shuffle into soft bits &nbsp; of forgetfulness. \u00a0On a hook in the entry, his worn brown sweatshirt cradles the hoe. &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/?p=79\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Widow with empty hand&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-79","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=79"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":81,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79\/revisions\/81"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=79"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=79"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=79"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}