{"id":111,"date":"2018-03-19T06:57:48","date_gmt":"2018-03-19T14:57:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/?p=111"},"modified":"2018-03-19T06:57:48","modified_gmt":"2018-03-19T14:57:48","slug":"waiting-for-my-body-to-catch-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/?p=111","title":{"rendered":"Waiting for my Body to Catch Up"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I seize. A car engine driven<br \/>\ntoo long in the hot sun, steam<br \/>\nescaping from under the hood,<br \/>\nradiator a dark-throated beast<br \/>\nseethes and leaks.  I stand<\/p>\n<p>stricken.  Words blown<br \/>\nfrom me by the sharp air<br \/>\nof your death.  I crouch in<br \/>\nthe bushes, wait for the worst<br \/>\nto pass, for muscles to<\/p>\n<p>remember.  Here, in the current<br \/>\nof life called Maine, here in<br \/>\nthe vertex of all my choices,<br \/>\nI expect the world to stop,<br \/>\nthe leaves still, the black calls<\/p>\n<p>of the birds to fall like ashes<br \/>\non the split curtain of June. This hard<br \/>\npacked bough, my mother\u2019s death.<br \/>\nI climb the hill, feet meeting road,<br \/>\ntar a hot slap on my soles.<\/p>\n<p>Published in:<br \/>\nThe Comstock Review<br \/>\nFall\/Winter 2015<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I seize. A car engine driven too long in the hot sun, steam escaping from under the hood, radiator a dark-throated beast seethes and leaks. I stand stricken. Words blown from me by the sharp air of your death. I crouch in the bushes, wait for the worst to pass, for muscles to remember. Here, &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/?p=111\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Waiting for my Body to Catch Up&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-111","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=111"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":112,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111\/revisions\/112"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=111"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=111"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/judykaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=111"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}